procrastination....

I've been thinking.
The truth is I think too much. How can people think less and work enough? I suppose I have a hyper active brain, each and every moment I'm awake, I think. I think, I dream, I procrastinate. We all do these things. But some people talk less, some people work hard. I'm not one of them. I'm more of a wordy type. Is there something I can do to change it? I guess not. Or may be..... I can try.
I think of trying, I always try to keep on trying, and apparently I fail. But of course, that gives me more chances to try; so I always try.
I was just enjoying my shower the other day, and thinking why can't I keep on enjoying it till I want?
Of course there is another paradoxical question there, if I could enjoy it as long as I wished to enjoy it, could I keep on enjoying it for long?
If I keep on typing I can type for longer than I usually do.
I've been listening to this song now, it's a song by Toploader, named "dancing in the moonlight". I fell in love with it while watching "A walk to remember".
My mom's sort of shouting and my elder sister's been annoyed about almost everything that surrounds her. Everything she sees when she's out is depressing and she keeps on talking about those when she's back home. The world isn't a calm and quiet place but there are alleviating things things all around us. Like Toploader's Dancing in the moonlight. OR Harry Nilsson's ''Puppy Song''. And there's Mandy Moore singing "Someday we will know" that asks a weird question "did the captain of the Titanic cry?"
See there's hope! She's singing
"one day I'll go dancing on the moon........
someday we will know why Samson loved Delilah ''.
If we don't know something today, may be there's a hope for tomorrow.
My father's still lecturing, oh I hate people lecturing to me. Luckily he's not lecturing to me.
Sometimes we fly, with no apparent reason. Today is a day for that mysterious flight. "Dare I to move......... Dare I to run..." that's a lovely song. I started loving Switchfoot after I've heard their song "You". It's not inspiring like "Dare you to move", but probably it's true that the saddest songs are the most loved songs.
Oops father's getting more and more annoying with his lecture....
Guess I should just post my blog and get up and leave this room.
But I'll wait till I finish listening to the last song in my playlist, "Only Hope" it's Mandy Moore again.... oh this song is lovely.
Why do people always talk so much?
I don't know.
Ok, dear blogspot, I'm gonna go now.... and you're gonna rest in peace till I come back!
See you soon then!
Bye